arini 2 october.. rupe2 nye da lbh setahun kenangan pahit tu berlalu.. kdg2 bnda tu slalu berlegar dlm kpala. sbb "bnda" ni still ad dkt ngan aku.. tiap kali teringat bnda tu.. rase tkt sgt2.. mmg btul2 fobia.. kejadian tu berlaku mmg btul2 a week before my birthday.. mmg sedih sgt2.. i thought something best.. tp itu yg aku dpt sempena birthday aku.. xsangka sgt2.. sangup bt cam tu.. ok.. [bukan yg merepek ye kwn2.. just a simple matter but for me its really big matter] wlau bnda tu bersbb... tp sory la i cant forget bnda2 camtu bcause i trust him so much..
klo ad masalah just say it.. tp plis jgn lpskan pd aku.. so.. perlukan aku berdendam?? hmm.. i'll think about it =( sorry.. aku terpaksa.. wlau time birthday tu i met him.happy hnya di muka.. but dlm hati mmg sedih sgt2.. mlm tu just spend dscuss about 'that matter' je..why n why?? time studio aku ngis byk2 klo teringat bnda ni.. xmsg..xcol.. ok.. this matter byk ajar aku jd tabah n erti kepercayaan... sorry xdpt nk bgtau scara detail.. maybe ni je dpt luahkan... " sory if aku btl2 bt bnda xptt aku bt.." bnda ni xde kaitan ngan family,hubby, n frens.. ni antara aku n dia sahaja!
