::tok ayah::

salam.. arini tibe2 rase sedih + nervous.. selaku cucu kpd tok ayah, aku rase sedih.. sedih bila dpt berita my g.faher dpt penyakit kidney cancer.. hmm.. tp ttp bsyukur sbb dpt berita ni awal bukannye do peringkat yg critical.. hmm.. i love him so much.. he's my teacher since i was a baby.. yes.. since baby dia lah memaku diriku..selawat ke ats ku selain drp abahku...my g.father dulu seorang cikgu n juga ustaz.. org panggil dia "cikgu mat".. the real name muhamad =) nice n suitable name for him.. dia teacher mgajarku erti hidup.. rumah familyku plg dekat ngan nenek n tok ayah..dpn umah je... dulu aku mmg tkt kat nenek n tok ayah sbb garang n skema.. thats y smpai skang aku xbyk sgt ckp.. wlau sekarang da bsr pnjg, komunikasi tu jarang skali.. wlau communication xsehebat cousins2 ku len.. tp hati kami ttp sama.. ttp syg tok ayah n nenek.. tok ayah n nenek la cikgu Quranku.. ajar aku khatam quran sbyak 2x since aku kecik lg.. tok ayah jugak slalu dtg umah ku ptong rumput2 kat area umahku...thanksss sgt2 tok ayah n nenek.. ajarku ttg agama.. wlau xsealim spupu2 yg len, aku ttp bsyukur mgetahui apa itu ISLAM n apa itu erti hidup.. walau syah xsempat nk col tok ayah, syah ttp berdoa.. semoga tok ayah selamat operate esok.. syah menangis.. syah mnyesal xcol tok ayah awal2.. mlm ni baru rase xsedap hati..syah tkt xsempat.. tp syah yakin..tok ayah selamat... semoga tok ayah selamat n tabah mghadapi ujian dr ALLAH.. syah tau tok ayah seorg yg kuat.. 

I LOVE U TOK AYAH! ='(

3 of us.. arif, abangah n me at the centre.. yeah.. i still remember this time even i baby lg.. maybe around 1 year that time...happy sgt2 dpt duk ats tok ayah.. happy semua! i love u! thanks layan syah sebaiknya.. =(

TOK AYAH n NENEK... time ni maybe dlm umur 6tahun bersama abangah ku.. time ni dpt rasekan betapa rapatnye aku bersama nenek n tok ayah.. maafkan syah.. syah da besar skang.. tp syah jarang lawat nenek n tok ayah.. syah duk jauh.. syah balik jrg sekali.. dlm setahun dlm 3,4 kali je. syah syg tok ayah n nenek.. syg sgt2.. sbb tok ayah n nenek juga parents kpd ummi syah.. thanks ya ALLAH kurniakan ummi syah.. =;( i love all of u!!

::rush time::

[cool saje wt pe klo keje xciap.. so ciap2 kan lah keje baru la nk cool ye cik aisyah =) ]

skang da kemuncak segala2 nya.. smua da nk dkt submission day.. tp syukur sgt sbb sem ni xde exam final n midterm..  so kena fokus on asements n also project in workshop

1) Studio subject - presentation boards n products for both projects..

2) Virtual Reality - 3d maxs asements n final asement 

3) Conservation Science - report

4) Archaelogy - asement n quiz

rupe2nye susah gak nk jd designer ni ye.. dlm half time jd conservator yg berjaya.. hehe.. tp senang nk mitak keje nnt.. graphic designer boleh, designer product bleh. conservator bleh.. lecturer lg la boleh.. hehe.. =) smlm da msuk wshop.. 2jam je n alhamdulillah da ciap ptong smua structure luar n dlm sket.. happy! wlau mls kena paksa jd rajin kejap.. xlama xmain habuk2 ni.. smpai terbatuk2 je keje dlm wshop tu..=) so skang baru je lps presentation task 1 for project 2.. alhamdulillah performed well.. hehe wlau tersekat2 je sbb batuk.. ngeh3..  so ptg ni fokus on treatment ceramic plak dlm lab.. hik3 i like it!! so hoping for this sem agr smua performs well.. n ciap 100% yg terpenting menting nye.. hehe. tp risau sgt2 klo xsempat mati aku.. tp doa byk2 ye =) design2 tlh bermula for the project 2.. arghh.. need more times tuk pk n develop the ideas.. yeah2! ok.. nk ke lab plak.. my patient (mrs.ceramic) is waiting me.. =)

salam =)

:: Syukur Alhamdulillah::

 yahoo..batuk da berkurang..alhamdulillah sgt2 :)) nice sgt2!! rindu sgt2!! tp sy rindu my parents lg.. ummi n abah.. nk peluk kuat2!!! ='( ok xnk sedih .. ok skang nk upload pic2 souvenirs yg aku beli kat beijing..hehehe.. xsabar nk bg2 kat smua org.. sape xdpt tu mitak maaf la ye.. =P souvenirs sy ad tuk org yg byk bantu sy n bg serba sdikit sumbangan [family n hubby =)] dan juge relatives2 n kwn2 rapat ku =) klo rase sape rapat ngan aku jgn segan silu mitak la ye..hehehe :))

ni kedai brg2 jade, ruby, pearl n crystal yg aku beli =)

jade ring

of course this is for my beloved ummi =) this is the real jade tau.. mahal :)

is it for me?oh. im not sure.. this is the real jade too..tp beli kat kedai ruby punya.. mmg tahan tau..siap ad demo lg.. hehe =)

cute x? klo tekan kt perut panda buncit tu kuar suara " I LOVE U " hehehe... klo rindu je kena tekan tau.. =)

ni plak mummy kpd baby2 panda ni :) actually tu cap panda yg aku pakai sblm ni.. so sweet sgt cap ni.. geram nk pakai je mna2 aku pegi.. hehehe.. :)))

ni plak t shirt for my fmily n relatives. all 13pieces.. :) rugi plak xbeli byk2 lg.. umi, abah,arif.atikah,me,anas,afiq, ayah hir, ayah min, n also for my hubby.. opsss,, untung dpt jd hubby dpt byk souvenirs from me.. hehehe.. =P

this is for me first hero, abah =) nnt nk tulis nama abah kat ats tu.. leh letak kt opis or umah.. hehehe.. comel abah ni.. suka la tu.. =)

ni plak tuk ltk kt umah.. semua ad 4.. so xtau nk bg kt sape.. my hubby mitak 1 nk ltk kt opis.. so cmne ye.. hehehe

ni tie for my eldest bro... beli kt abah.. tp dgr kata abah xpkai tie.. so nasib baik la arif dpt tie ni..hehe

hah.. yg ni mmg spesel tuk my fren yg rapat2 n also my kuzens.. :) walau kecik ttp comel tau.. colorful gitu.. my hubby pn akn dpt 1.. hehe :)

keychain ni jugak tuk relatives n frens.. hehe.. comel sgt2

beg ni tuk my aunties,, tp xdecide lg cmne. hehe.. :)

ok..benda ni pn comel.. leh kuar warna warni.. dlm tu ad bird nest stadium tu.. cantik sgt2 :)

yg ni aku beli 2 je.. :)

ok.. ni leh lekat kt peti ais.. magnet punya.. cantik leh letak kt peti umah2 tu.. so leh ingt la sy yg bg nnt.. hehehe :)

ni just perhiasan jugak.. bird nest stadium.. simple je..

ni plak tuk mengurut punya.. sape sakit perut n mucsles or whatever guna bnda ni.. hebat sgt2.. tekan je aluminum dlm tu jd pns automatik air ubat ni.. pastu jd keras.. hehehe beli 4 bnda ni :)

last skali mainan bdk2.. lastik bnda ni kuar lampu wrna wangi.. bnda ni beli time jumpe ajay kat beijing.. 10yuan for 5 pieces... murah la tu kot.. hehehe.. tuk bdk2 je.. :)

so overall xtau nk bg cmne souvenirs ni.. tp mmg tuk aku xde sgt la just baju je kot.. xkisah pn sbb aku da happy sbb dpt g sana dgn bantuan my fmily n relatives jugak.. hehe.. so thanks to them.. =) pape pn experience aku da dpt byk time kt beijing tu..mybe smua tu da ckup bg aku. so thanks again :)))

::PULANGLAH::

 obby and omey sama2 comel n cute..walau atah xsempat jumpe obby semasa msuk 2bulan, atah sabar wlau atah ngis je sepanjang hari..atah sygkn kucing2 atah,, wlau ad 2 ekor je baby, atah ttp syg...syg sgt2..omey n obby slalu main sama2..obby mybe sakit..atah mtk maaf xsempat nk jaga n ubati obby..i love u syg!!! :'(((( 

omey suke tdo n gurau2 ngan atah n itah..atah happy sgt2..atah xpnh bnci omey..smakin hari smakin atah syg omey.. atah hapy dpt tdo ngan omey..atah tau omey syg atah kn? omey leh tdo tepi atah sama2 atas katil...atah ingt lg omey gesel2 tepi atah..atah bgun tgk omey pn nk tdo sama2 ngan atah.. :'(

atah sedih omey... atah xmmpu lg nk berkata2...atah mmg perlukan omey.. atah da berdoa agar omey kembali ke umah atah.. atah risaukan omey.. atah happy dpt bg omey mkn bsr 2 an time pose atah balik sminggu sblm raya... atah bg omey mkn tuna baby.. atah nk jaga omey tau x.. atah xkisah..atah syg omey! :'(

where were u syg? balik la..atah rindu omey sgt2.. miss u so much.! even atah in KL atah still ingt omey.. pic omey pnuh in laptop..atah bt screen photo lg pic omey... omey kt mana syg? atah risaukan omey sgt2.. ad org amek omey ke? omey sakit ke? omey sakit hati ngan fmily kita ke? atah xkeruan sgt2.. tiap2 ari tnya umi abah adikbradik ttg omey.. omey xrindukan atah ke? hmm.. atah syg omey! i swear syg! atah ad belikan omey hadiah..as peneman omey jugak.. ksian omey adik da xde.. ibu omey tiap2 ari cari omey..hari ke 2 omey ilang ibu omey cari omey lam bilik atah..atah yg tertido smpai terbangun n cari omey sama2 ngan ibu omey.. smbil cari omey atah menangis..atah n itah naik motor smbil cari omey belakang umah n umah2 jjiran..atah pnggil omey..tp omey xsahut pn pnggilan atah..omey kt mna? atah sedih sbb pg tu juga atah akn ke KL sbb atah akn ke beijing..skang atah da balik..tp omey belom balik2?? atah sebak tgk ibu omey..wlau omey n ibu omey xberhati manusia...atah amat memahi hati ibu... hati ibu yg pernah kehilangan ank (obby) iaitu adik omey.. omey jgn bt atah n ibu risau.. omey balik ye syg... atah janji akn jaga omey sehabis baik..dan atah xkn bg sape2 cederakan omey.. atah ad omey je.. omey je menahami atah...omey jgn bt atah menangis lg..atah syg omey..5months atah kenal n jaga omey..1 syawal..omey pergi tinggalkan atah...110410 - 110910.. 

kt mna omey skang??  i love u syg ="(

::goodbye for a week::

ok...now its a time to say bye2 Malaysia! =) but its just for a week..haha.. so gonna leave this monday morning! gogogogogogo Beijing!! i feel so happy n excited..but at the sametime feel likeeee crazy n sadddd! ok.. doakan sy selamat balik ke Malaysia n ke UIA terchinta..hik3..

  i love u ummi n abah! i miss them! 

salam :)

::kami bertandang::

2 SYAWAL

Venue : Kg Chenis Kuala Krai [ hubby's house]

Time : 4 - 7pm

 Pasir Puteh [my home] - K.Krai [ b ] =)

so this is the moments with my 2nd family..haha.. [will to be]..btul2 sweet family coz diorang mmg 1001% friendly! i love it! so agak segan di situ sbb aku agak pemalu org nye.. hoho [kantoi]

check it out =")

baby nangis je xle akak nk dukung kamu tau! :)

k.yana wif baby booomm!! [her mum at the right]

baby nk pe? buccukkk!!

miss them :) [segan]

happy nye saya =)

hubby's mum - cik [left]

cubitt kuat2 sket biar nangis..hehe!

ni antara hadiah ku dpt dr his umah..thanks cik!!

i love u japanese baby!

hug uu!!

sweetnye :) b4 we back home

comel2 shemuaa!

thanks to all!! i appreciate it!

opss..ni bukan yuh[hubby] ok ..but his brother i guess! =P 

sorry yuh xde in my camera..haha.. kesian :")

p/s : thanks a lot to my cousins : k.yana n thonah coz sudi teman i ke umah yuh! hehe..

u all mmg sporting n i love,miss them so much!! klo ad masa n umor pnjg insyaALLAH kita pasti jumpa lg... n my pics kurang on this moment coz perasan segan n malu2 kucing yg teramat sgt! hahaha

salam =)

::almost 5months::

[kite solat dia trus landing n tdo kat dpn..so sweet baby!]

[mak aih..tdo buas smpai nk jtuh krusi..]

[omg! he likes sleep too much!!]

[die sleep dear!!]

[ni sblm majuk sbb kena mrh my ummi main 

bunga kt blkg tu..haha..dont cry baby boy!!]

[he sleep like a baby boy! wherever i go, there he go..

sweet evening dpt tdo bersama =)]

[u look cam pregnant girl la omey! hehe]

[omey da lama xmain2 ngan ibu sejak da besor..huk3]

[omey tgh majuk nk kuar umah..cian iee]

::semakin dekat::

dia semakin dekat.. 2 days more..any preparation for eid? ysterday went to KB then brought some accessories [beads] for my new kurung..rase proud of myself coz this year, i do it makeself without any helps =) [da matured kot] hehe.. before ni just nothing..buat2 baju kurung then pakai time raya.. =) so this raya cam biasa balik kg on 1st raya evening - midnight or stay there for 1 night.. hmm.. taun ni my 2nd bro n cousin xbalik malaysia. both study kt overseas at mesir n jordan ='( miss them so much! so 1st time raya without abangah! argghh!! rase cm kehilangan gitu..jeles ngan spupu2 yg len coz even study oversea but balik tiap2 raya =( hmmm...

ok!stop story-telling about raya ~_~

move to 2nd story-telling =)

6days more! ho ho ho beijing! there we go! celik celup da semakin dekat.. feel nervous sgt2.. i never though that i can felt like this..huh..its scary me..guess y? sbb kna manage btul2 time n bt preparation btul2 so on that day xdela ad yg xbwk, xbeli, xbt, lupe, takut then byk222 lg..emm errr.. so skang tgh tcungap2 coz xinject lg tuk vaksin H1N1..klo inject pon is it bbaloi ? lg 6 days nk pegi but actually the injection tu will take about 2 weeks tuk dpt effect dia tu .. hmm.. area my home da xde vaksin tu..so kena cari area machang lak.. hmm.. then preparation ke sana xbt lg.. mknan+minuman+brg2 xbeli pape lg..skang tgh mcari2 jacket yg ssuai tuk autumn..any suggestions ???

    

[semua chomel2 jacketsss!!] 

 ti raya of course byk shops yg close..argghh!! tension plak kdg2..

so stop n sekian trima kasih! =)

salam =)